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post blog post clarity
I’ve had a few occasions of posting and deleting because once the emotion passes and I return to read myself I’m like …. Babe …… ur being so embarrassing. Why are you so serious? Chille You’re ok. I’m ok today.
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Cannabits and cherryzits
I’m sitting on the floor at the Calgary airport and have just realized there are cannabits under my fingernails on account of yesterdays adventure: got stoned on cement steps of an unmarked building across from some park rangers’ cars, stared at the Rocky Mountains, and cried for two hours. It was below freezing, but rest…
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You can’t save the world
happy 2023! checking in, how are we doin on the earth planet? Warning, late night words I didn’t edit. Always write about same general topic? broken record girl I think a lot a lot about the idea of feeling resolute.. the dissolution of my need to think a lot without numbing, masking, ignoring. I daydream…
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desire and fire
Dearest Public Diary, There’s this saying I’ve thought about a lot recently .. and have written about on more than one occasion; in the the ancient and epic poem from India, the Mahabharata, we are told “better to alight in flames, if only for a moment, than to smolder forever in unfulfilled desire.” I suppose I fall…
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sometimes I feel like God and sometimes I feel like TV static.
If you haven’t read the “start here” .. do that first. I had a hard time deciding what post #1 would entail — a brief biography of myself? A thought-piece on my opinion about global inequality? A list of books/songs/media that are presently re-invigorating my will to exist? A story from my past? A story…
Diary heart 